it's been 19months le , i still love u as much as before u knw? we haven tok for 5 month plus le missing u so much nw,wondering if u knw my bdae is close?wondering if u would wish me a happy birthday? i rmb all the times we spend tgt,chat with u at cc hall , send u home n chat while sending u hm , hold ur hands,u might have forgotten but i wun forget~ ur so sweet that tym , msging each other everyday , i miss u calling me lan zhu but u suddenly treat me very cold bcuz of someone saying things behind my bak n u all jus listen and oni tink bout the bad side of me...haiz...i cant forget u ~ i really love you~ would u giv me a chance again? would u giv 1 more chance to buy lollipop n milk tea for u eeverytime after volleyball? would u? jus wan to say _ _ _ I REALLY LOVE YOU N I MISS YOU VERY MUCH NW !

i wan school! i wan study i dun wan slacking life liao i dw stay bak in sec 2 atleast giv me go nt la cb!!!!!!!!!!! very veyr very very very veyr veyr very very very very very very sien !!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i dunno wad to write sia............ohya i very envy you all you all? so happy wan go out can go out me lei i wan go out cannot go out like a prisoner like that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so sien la at home nth to do use com also no internet now using other ppl inter net lei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeh!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so the fucking happy la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM BAK HOME!!!!! FINALLY IM OUT OF JAIL!!!!
no need suffer lerh,tmr nid go sku lerh wa happy la but
sad is i jus cutted my hair and look very nerd la but nevermind la
now i in sku i wan be guai guai liao i dun wan di siao siao in sku liao
not worth it to di siao siao in school de
i tired lerh wan go sleep liao nites !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 im so hyper now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HI


CB HOLIDAY FASTER END LA!
walan i dw train wushu liao la so suffering
everyday soearly wake up then body cramp and pain
wdf la! faster 5 day over then i can be home le faster
over please god i beg you or let me sick please i dw
train anymore lerh so tiring like fuck i wan go home
haiz i so useless do all this training jiu complain so
fucking much aiya tiring la cb. faster sick please i wan rest
le i dw train le la haiz today morning train thn rest afternoon
train halfway vomit happy la,cb thn tmr morning still nid train
tmr sick thn happy le knn i fucking very miss my home
BYE BYE need go counselling lerh BYES!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD BLESS ME SICK AND 5 DAYS FASTER OVER
THANKS GOD I LOVE YOU! <3

Hai evryone!!!!!!
finally can use com le jus repair hao


CCB LA!!!!!!!!!!! i dw this holiday la! FUCKUZ!!!!! i rather got skul la cb
lock up everyday like a prisoner at home. Wake up early in the morning everyday
bath-run-pumping-situp-train lion dance cannot rest sumore if rest tio wack?!
WDF La! no life CB ! no freedom,thn ask me wan continue train anot if IDW
he say he DW train me le thn now leh?! fuck la still giv me choice for fuck?
make me ki siao like a crazy person. That night i cried whole night couldn't
sleep thn i went kitchen took a knife went to the toilet n wanted to kill my myself
but i think agn wad if i die? ppl who care for me would me vry upset but
SERIOUSLY you might as well kill barh? meet friend cannot talk to fren cannot 
WDF?! WAD KINDDA FUCKING LIFE IS THIS?! I WAN BAK MY FREEDOM !
BaoBei sorry you b'dae i cant meet you or pei you im vry sry! =(


goin sku tmr lerh,haiz so sien. hope to find a tiong xim n better stead thn my ex stead my ex all treat me very sucks ): but got 1 not she treat me bloody good but bo bian not oni humans dun wan us tgt even the god oso dun wan us tgt,i loved her alot <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz nth to post liao i wan find a tx n better stead thats all

so sien today! pon-ed sku,went safra with my bra's,fucking security guard come guailan us bring us go call parent say wad caught us smoking knn la cb! thn went counsiling,haha the kelly quite good urh^^ OH YEAH! I CHANGING SKU LIAO FINALLY ARH! NO NID SEE THE COCK FACE IN SKU hahas yeah!recently dunno y quite emo urh me,dunno y kip tinking of 1 person whenever i think of that person i will jus sudden emo. u have forgotten me le? haha forget jiu forget nvm de ): n i long ago noe u were playing my feeling all along,n u brk me jus bcuz ppl ka me jiao wei,thn if liddat i rather dunwan this kindda stead,cuz evry once ppl ka me jiao wei to u thn that means mus brk evrytym n u rather believe outsiders thn ur stead? WTF?! if no trust in me y at the first place u even stead with me?! sua nvm the more type the more angry n sad i get ):



byes bak to my emo land ><